January 2024

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 Love Ends

Each night, tears drip hastily down from my eyes
Interrogations crowded my mind, these unanswered whys.
We have been together for almost half a decade
Then in an instant, you confessed that your feelings fade.

Days and nights, I found myself contemplating
On what I've done wrong to deserve this feeling.
I've been faithful to you since the day we've met
Oh I've loved you, how could you forget?

Did you find someone else who cares you more?
Someone who will always have an open door
When he knows what secret that you've been hiding
Truth that in four years, I have been heeding.

I've endured those days that you've gone away
To a distant place during my darkest day.
I've always forgiven you for your lame alibis
And just let them drift away with my thousand sighs.

Perhaps, now is the time for me to say farewell
Despite this pain, I still wish you're always well.
My love for you is now put to an end.
I just don't know how long my heartaches mend.
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Second Chance

It's been a while since the day we parted
Yet I still remember that moment you left me broken hearted
In sleepless nights, my pillows drenched in tears
My mind seemed lost, my days were engulfed in fear.

I never know how I could ever move on
The thoughts of you haunt me on and on
I always found myself in a daydream
That you're still by my side, so it seems.

Years passed and I can say that I'm now okay
Though in my heart and mind you will always stay.
The pain I feel now is lighter than before
Pain that penetrated deeply within my core.

When things are started to become right
One day, you came back and appeared to my sight.
My heart beats fast, the fire inside aglow
I think that I still love you so.

Then you asked me for another chance
My mind is hesitant but my heart seems to dance.
I'm afraid to accept you and take the risk again
'Cause I never wished to suffer the same pain back then.
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Granted Solace

It has been a week now since the day you came
And yes I just knew you in some concupiscent game
Yet since that moment your eyes met mine
When our heartbeats collided, our hands entwined

         This feelings grow and conflagrates like fire
         And casted away the pain from a heartbreak prior.

I haven't been this happy, I tell you my dear
You've vanquished my sorrows, my worries and fear.
You've never felt even the slightest repugnance
And knowing this, my heart seems wanting to dance.

         That promise you said that you will always be there
         Is a granted solace, in my every night's prayer.


Oh how I felt relieved at this very moment
From bearing that fraught conscience, a week's torment
Finally I had found that courage to confess
The secret I've been hiding that put me in distress.

         Though I was frightened to tell you at first
         Cause I expected that things will be worst.

Your acquiescence put me in so much ease
Your acceptance put my boggled mind at peace.
I'll forever treasure this and emblazon deep in my heart
And I promise to be faithful and I'll do my part

         From now on until the end of time,
         So let's together trod in moments sublime.
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Dear Me,


The scent of possibility hangs thick in the air, a January breeze carrying whispers of the year yet to unfold. As I write this on January 7, 2024, I can't help but feel a curious pang of excitement. You, standing a year from now, are already a seasoned traveler on the path of 2024, your heart etched with the joys and trials it has brought.

Right now, I see you at a crossroads, dreams shimmer like mirages in the distance, half-formed ambitions tugging at your heartstrings. But fears, too, cast long shadows, echoes of past stumbles and uncertainties. Yet, dear self, the dance of fear and possibility is what makes life a breathtaking tango. They are two sides of the same coin, shaping, challenging, and ultimately propelling us forward.

So, take a deep breath and step into the unknown. Remember the lessons learned in 2023, the moments where vulnerability birthed strength, where resilience bloomed from adversity. Hold onto those memories like embers, ready to ignite the fire within you.

Here are some whispers from your past, guiding lights for the labyrinthine corridors of 2024:

*Fireworks2* Unleash your inner artist.
          Let your creativity be a symphony, whether it's painting a canvas, crafting a story, dancing in the rain, or building something beautiful. The world needs your unique brushstrokes, your voice unfiltered and raw.

*Fireworks2* Nurture your garden of relationships.
          They are the fertile soil where your soul blossoms. Invest time and love in those who make your heart sing, who hold your hand through life's storms. Forgive freely, love fiercely, and let go of the weeds of resentment.

*Fireworks2* Know the power of no.
          It's not a rejection, but a boundary, a line drawn in the sand to protect your sacred energy and time. Saying no to things that don't align with your values creates space for the things that truly matter.

*Fireworks2* Silence the inner critic.
          That voice of doubt? It's just a scared child, desperate for approval. Listen with compassion, then gently guide it towards self-acceptance and love.

*Fireworks2* See stumbles as stepping stones.
          When you fall, don't wallow. Pick yourself up, dust off your knees, and learn from the experience. Every misstep is a whispered lesson, guiding you towards a clearer path.

*Fireworks2* Celebrate the tiny triumphs.
          Life isn't just about reaching the summit; it's about savoring the climb, the quiet moments of joy that sprinkle sunshine onto your days. Take time to smell the blooming flower, savor the warm cup of coffee, the laughter shared with loved ones.

*Fireworks2* Be kind to yourself.
          Perfection is a mirage, a cruel illusion. Embrace your quirks, your vulnerabilities, the threads that weave the beautiful tapestry of your being. You are worthy of love, of joy, of success, just as you are.

*Fireworks2* Dream wildly.
          Let your imagination soar beyond the confines of the ordinary. Dare to chase audacious goals, to paint your future with vibrant colors of hope and possibility. Remember, the only limits are the ones we create in our minds.


I know we've got some exciting goals for the year, so I wanted to put them down in a way that feels less like a list of demands and more like a collaborative roadmap. Here's what's on our minds:

*Pencil* Writing & Blogging:

*Firework* Newbie Nurturing:
          Let's keep up the awesome work with Writing.Com newbies! Aiming for two reviews per week for 10 newbies sounds perfect, but remember to adjust the pace if needed. Your support is invaluable! Also, The StoryMaster introduced the 7 days of Review Achievement Merit Badge, might as well take advantage of that. That way, you not only help inspire your fellow writers but also reward yourself for a review streak. Start giving out quality Anniversary Reviews and be one of the Most Active Reviewers of the site.

*Firework* Blog Blast-off:
          Let's reignite your blogging fire! Writing.coms's member hosted blogging challenges sound like a great way to get back in the groove. Your readers at Flecks of Varied Colors Flecks of Varied Colors   are waiting for your unique voice again!


*Sailing* Expanding Horizons:

*Firework* Beyond Poetry:
          You're a master of the verse, but why not try new forms? Storytelling, novel chapters, even NaNoWriMo - the possibilities are endless! Let's stretch your creative muscles together. Finish your novel draft "Love in Quarantine"  and revise some of your old Short Stories.


*Dialog* Blog Boost:

*Firework* Traffic Treasure:
          Let's attract more readers! Brainstorming blog topics that resonate with a wider audience will help us build a bigger community around Flecks of Varied Colors.


*NotepadY* Personal Projects:

*Firework* Poetry Power:
          Don't let that collection gather dust! Let's polish it, refine it, and make it shine. Who knows, publication could be just around the corner! Revise most of your old compositions and as much as possible, write a poem a day. Get inspired by the awesome prompts of "The Writer's Cramp" , and who knows, you might get rewarded.


*Heart* Relationships:

*Firework* Heart-to-Heart with the Fam:
          January 24th will mark half a year with your love! It might be time for a heart-to-heart with your parents. Your siblings' acceptance paves the way for open communication. Remember, they deserve to know the real you. On a side note, I am so glad that you were able to recover quickly after a painful heartbreak from your past relationship. I think it's best to let your parents know that you already found the love of your life.


*Graph* Financial Forays:

*Firework* Investment Expansion:
          You're making smart moves with online business, but don't be afraid to explore higher-risk ventures. Calculated risks can lead to bigger rewards. Remember, we're in this together!


*Drbag* Health & Wellness:

*Firework* Savings Superhero:
          Keep up the fantastic saving habits! It's a marathon, not a sprint, and your future self will thank you.


*Firework* Weight Warrior:
          Mirror, mirror on the wall, let's find a healthy weight for you after all! 52kg might not be the ideal number for your age and height. We can find delicious and nutritious ways to reach a weight that makes you feel strong and confident.


*Firework* Doctor Do-over:
          It's been a while since your last checkup, so let's get a professional's perspective on your weight gain and overall health. Multivitamins can be a great daily boost too!


*Firework* Gadget Detox:
          Technology is amazing, but sometimes we need a break. Let's limit screen time, especially before bed, and give your mind and body some much-needed rest.


*Firework* Sleep Sanctuary:
          Eight hours of sleep sounds divine! Let's adjust your routine to prioritize a healthy slumber cycle. You'll be amazed at the difference it makes.


*Busy* Work Wonders:

*Firework* Work Ethic Warrior:
          You're a dedicated employee, but let's be honest, sometimes distractions creep in. Prioritizing tasks and minimizing procrastination will help you clear those backlogs and earn that end-of-year reward. Remember, you've got this!


*Firework* Attendance Ace:
          Let's aim for perfect attendance this year! It's not just about the reward, it's about showing your commitment and professionalism. Every little bit counts!


Remember: This is a guide, not a drill sergeant! We'll adjust, celebrate, and support each other along the way. Let's make this year one for the books, filled with progress, laughter, and achieving all the amazing things we're capable of.

And finally, dear self, remember this: you are enough. You are worthy of love, of joy, of success. Believe in yourself, trust your intuition, and let your inner light guide you through the shadows.

I can't wait to meet you in a year, to hear the stories you'll tell, to see the person you've become. Until then, walk with courage, embrace the unknown, and know that I'm always here, cheering you on from the sidelines.

Cheers to us!


With love and anticipation,
Gervic
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